aku penah post entry ni tahun lepas. tapi, hari ni, ade special request from my long lost buddy yang mintak aku publishkan sekali lagi topic ni. dia malas nak carik dalam archive katanya.
jadik, aku harap dia puas ati la yea.
CHOICE OR CHANCE?
when we meet the right person to love when we're at the right place at the right time, that's chance.
when you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. that's chance.
being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. that's also a chance.
the difference is what happens afterwards. when will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level? that's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling.
if you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance. that's choice. when you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice. even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice.
infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance. but true love that lasts is truly a choice. a choice that we make. regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this - Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen.
I do believe that soul mates do exist. that there is truly someone made for you. but it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.
we may meet our soul mates by chance, but loving and staying with our soul mate is still a choice we have to make. we came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly..
nota tambahan : for me, it's so simple. things will get complicated when you want it to be. guy and girls are the same. are you willing to keep it simple? that's your choice. aku sekarang berada dalam satu kondisi yang sangat susah nak ditafsirkan. satu perasaan yang tak mampu aku nak ungkapkan dengan kata kata mahupun penulisan. mungkin aku memang perlukan rehat tika ini. aku dah jadi over sensitif. senang rasa nak nangis. senang nak marah. and tetiba juga aku akan rasa nak ketawa.
walau camnapun aku cuba untuk bergembira, tapi aku tetap tak berjaya untuk menipu hati aku. walau berjuta juta bakul nasihat yang aku terima pun, perasaan tu tetap ada.
tadi, sambil chat ngan ima and mala kat ym, meleleh leleh air mata aku turun dengan lajunya. air mata aku dah jadi air mata murahan yang senang didapati di mana mana pasar malam sekarang ni.
takde sape pun yang paham apa yang aku alami sekarang ni. dan memang aku tak ingin sesapa pun untuk cuba paham.
aku memang perlukan rehat. i need a break. i need a rest. and sekarang aku bebetul rindukan mak and abah. rasa cam nak lari balik kampung. mungkin aku akan sedikit lega bila dapat peluk mak and abah.
mak, abah, angah rindu..